Show, Girl

You show up at your boyfriends podcast

He's acting like he could not care less

I don't think this show is right for me

Am I taking a loss in dignity?

I taught him how to read a contract

I taught him how to add and subtract

Why doesn't he act more grateful for me

Disinterested like I'm not his queen

His drinking habit gave me insomnia

He didnt know there was a P in pneumonia

I took up drinking to fit in his world

Gained 10 pounds and lost most of my control

I'm a victim of the show, girl

Lost all feeling and my soul hurts

Another sorry to the chauffeur

This is the life of a show girl

I'm addicted to the sub plot

Glitz and glamour and not distraught

I think you love her and love me not

Lights and cameras cmon take your shot

I'm a victim of the show, girl

This is the life of a show girl

I'm a victim of the show, girl

This is the life of a show girl

It came to mind outside a restaurant

You saw the cameras and took time to pause

And now we're lost in our own projections

And now making money is all we got

I'm a victim of the show, girl

Lost all feeling and my soul hurts

Another sorry to the chauffeur

This is the life of a show girl

I'm addicted to the subplot

Glitz and glamour and not distraught

I think you love her and love me not

Lights and cameras cmon take your shot

I'm a victim of the show, girl

This is the life of a show girl

I'm a victim of the show, girl

This is the life of a show girl

Playing shows is for my peace of mind

Why does being myself feel a crime

I get lost when I go swim in your eyes

And so what's the reason you won't

Look in mine?

I'm a victim of the show, girl

Lost all feeling and my soul hurts

Another sorry to the chauffeur