i don't wanna be sad anymore but i don't know how to be anything else

I know you hate me and I don't blame you

To tell you the truth, I hate me too

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing

Yes I am nothing, nothing at all

Three days sober is already too long

Cuz I can't do anything without it going wrong

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing

Yes I am nothing, nothing at all

Nearly 23 and I'm still not who I wanna be

Still childish, obsessive, and not very pretty

But I hated 17 and hated being 20

Life is just a joke but it's not very funny

But I don't wanna talk

I just wanna sleep

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing

Yes I am nothing, nothing at all

Fantasize about killing myself before 25

Just to make myself feel better

Just to pass the time

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing

Yes I am nothing, I'm absolutely nothing

I'm stupid, annoying

Not worthy of loving

A nuisance, disgrace

A fucking waste of space

Yes I am nothing

Nothing at all