i think they're watching me

Think I need to breathe

I can't feel a thing when you're not next to me

I wonder if you leave

Will I ever have someone to care for me

Thoughts are racing all around me

I can't help but feel this way

I need you to come and find me

I'm not sure if I'm okay

I'm not

Felt alone since high school

I know that I'm not the one for you

I think we could try to move on together

But I don't think that it's going to get better

Move on together but I don't think that it's going to get better

Move on together baby move on together

Focus

I can't sleep

Whose there whose watching me

I think they're watching me but

I'm not sure

Losing my grip on reality

Try to phone home ya but

Nobody's there for me

I don't really know what to do from here

Wish I could just take a fucking bullet maybe

Disappear

Thoughts keep racing all around me

I can't help so ill give in

You tell me I'm disappointing but

Maybe you're right

Ya maybe you're right

Forgetting how to breathe

I'm okay when I'm asleep but

Whenever I wake up I

Make a new mistake again

I'm sick of all these fucking friends

Don't tell me that we were meant to be

When you don't even know me

You don't even know me

I just wish that everyone would listen but

Then I would not be here for you

Tieng up this noose I can't get a grip

You left me alone ya you let me trip

You always said we'd be fine

I always had all these thoughts in my mind

You said the stars would align

You lie

You lie

You lied