Leave It in the Past

Another notch on the belt, another heartbreak is felt

No, I cannot change, I threw that all in the well

I'll be fine by myself, you won't care if I'm not

So I bid you farewell, now I'm taking this shot

But what's it cost, I'm calling you constantly and now im blocked

I'm drinking until anxiety is stopped

I guess I've been trying to drown out all these thoughts, uh

My past trauma causin' rash decisions

It doesn't mix well with the alcoholic beverage sipping

I had a mission, uhh, to be the one you're missing

I love your existence, I'm sorry that I didn't listen

And that I'm uncommitted, I still got a lot of feelings, animosity

Do I love her still, well yeah probably

Back then it felt like she hit the lottery

And now she cringing every time she got a thought of me

It was way back then, now I leave it in the past

Now I hold my head and leave it all up on the track

And I'ma make it all work, cause everything don't last

Everyone who left my life, know they all came back

I'ma take all of my time, I'm getting ready

All this pressure on my mind, know it stay gettin' heavy

If I got you, you already, I keep movin' goin' steady

And you give me all these reasons, that's why I can't act friendly

So many reasons I can frown lately

Feelin like I could really just drown lately

Yeah, I think I really miss my ex-girl

Lately feelin' like it's next after next girl

Til I realize that she really not the best girl

Another day out here living in Jeff's world

Just a mic and a pen, no wife and some kids

Even though I feel like there's so much that I can give

It's ironic, seems like there ain't much life to live

He got an attitude he used to be the nicest kid

I've been working on my craft, I'm really nice with this

A new journey that I'm taking and I'm hyped for this

You can keep it homie, I don't need your newest take

Desperate for these views til you really blue up in the face

Raise a glass in the air if you can relate