Out of My Mind

Freak, are you kidding me

I'd rather be out of my mind

Than trapped inside

My brain's a scary, twisted place that I don't like

You say that I'm out of my mind

But you may find

If you were in it, you'd be running for your life

Uh, look

You say you're doing it for us, but you're doing it for you

You wanna talk about trust, but none of it's true

Always hear you talking about me like I came from the blue

But we've always been together, never needed no glue

Yeah, I was giving it smoke, you thought it was cool

Now you're starting to choke, and now you blame it on who

You blame it on me, you blame it on him

Now you're trying to keep me quiet, I just want us to win

You ain't scared for me, you're scared for yourself

Never did for me, your only thoughts are yourself

I was front line every time you needed some help

But when it's time to help me, I'll be left on the shelf

Trying to keep me trapped, hold me back

When you was down bad bro, I put your ass on the mat

You was down bad before, I put the spice to your wrath

But now you're trying to get gas, so you're turning your back on me

I'd rather be out of my mind

Than trapped inside

My brain's a scary, twisted place that I don't like

You say that I'm out of my mind

But you may find

If you were in it, you'd be running for your life

I did it for us, I did it for you

I did it for love, guess I'm a fool

I gave you the tools, showed you the moves

Yeah, you never once asked me to flip out of rules

Now I'm stuck in a cage, stuck on these pages

Everything faded, thought we'd last for the ages

I'm trapped in the back, while you be hitting them stages

Always talking about you, when I thought we made it

It's me they hate, you they praising

Only if they knew how long I waited

Now I'm locked up, cause I'm too impatient

It was all about the money

So fuck you, fuck all of your hunnids