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I been walking round with
Concrete in my chest
Built a wall of anger
Just to try to get some rest
Every little memory
Playing like a movie in my mind
I still feel the moment
You stepped over that line
You said you were sorry
But my heart dont trust your words
So I sleep with all this thunder
And I wake up with these storms
I know this bitterness
Aint doing my soul no good
But pain be feeling holy
Like it proves you understood
Im scared if I let go
Youll think it wasnt real
Like all the ways you broke me
Just aint no big deal
But holding on is poison
I keep drinking anyway
Trying to punish you
While Im the one that fades
Help me to love again
Remove the hurt the pain the suffering within
I wanna forgive but I dont know how
My heart is hard as stone Lord break it down right now
Teach me to breathe again
To open up these hands Ive wrapped around revenge
I wanna forgive but Im lost in the past
Show me how to let go
Before its all I have
They told me just forgive em
Like its easy as a word
But they dont see the flashbacks
Or the weight in every nerve
I feel you in my body
In my chest and in my bones
My mind says move on baby
But my trauma wont let go
I kept this grudge like armor
So you couldnt cut me deep
But the walls that kept you out
Became the prison where I sleep
And every night I whisper
I dont wanna live this way
But the fear of being hurt again
Keeps pulling me to stay
I know that forgiveness
Aint saying you were right
Its me choosing my own freedom
Over living in this fight
But I dont know the steps God