.trauma (interlude)

We had a trauma bond, we told each other our experiences

It was like a marathon, the way we ran away from hearing it and

If we had nobody, we got us

We was coping with the trauma, we got trust

You told me niggas in your family kinda sketchy

That's why you was standoff-ish,kinda quiet

When you met me

I never had to deal with that I got to know you, tried to show you

Every dude don't wanna take advantage

We can be friends, cause you keep it real

But I can't lie, I'm kinda catching feels

But I won't rush and move with caution, gotta let you heal

Time changed all things, you open to everything

Endless possibilities

I'm only seeing you and me

We had the greatest times

I felt like I could do anything with you by my side

I'm breathing easier these days, you got me changing all my ways

Don't get as frustrated as usual

We might smoke a little something, get real high

And then we talk it through

You having problems with your mental

And your people's made it worse

Many nights it had you crying, shedding tears all on my shirt

And I cut off all distractions, we just tryna get your mind right

I'm doing all I can, and at that time we had our first fight

Because of your last man, you thought I was creeping

I'm pleading my case with you, you know that we locked in

You know that I got you, you know we was friends first

The last thing I wanna see is you crying, that shit hurt

Shit was smooth, so I let up on the compliments

Going through motions, tryna work on my accomplishments

We getting further from each other, I can feel that this shit crazy

One week we be doing good, next week we argue on a daily

Don't really ask me how I'm feeling, I'm emotional support

My grandfather getting sick, my brother caught up in them courts

I get restless and neglect your feelings I made mistakes, you just can't take it

But you still willing

I put it all on the table

I was willing, but not able

Had to let you know

Life was weighing heavy, getting deadly, had to let you know

But I hoped, and prayed, and thought about you every single day

If I can't make you happy, I just want you happy

And if you need something, you can always get at me

You taught me life lessons, I'll always keep it with me

You'll always have a piece of me, thank you for the memories