If I was rich, I'd die from these spliffs
I'd drown from these hits, for the hungry I shall give
We hog the root of sins, we can't survive without this
That's what I was told, that's how I had to live
That paper turn green, yet your heart turns blue
Yea your mind gets smaller, you become big news
I try to fly away from this skin
I snapped my wings 300 miles in
I would learn how to fly again but this empty sky all I see
It makes my eyes sink
I would learn to see again but this headache killing me, I can't think
I'm black but a light bird down to my feet
I've nested this burrow for years, I was raised by it
The egg I hatched from has been cracked open you see
This section of irregular kids, I ain't that special, I barely fit in
I've grown out of that but have I?
I just changed my ways but is it for the better?
I find that fun, I do this mainly for one lover, it just worsens my weather
But can I change again? How's my tether?
I can't have it break now
Stabbing me? Just a pencil
But I can't lie when I say that graphite hurt like lead
Just a regular day instead
I mistake the poison for this open wound
I ain't dying inside, my life leaking outside, my doom in June
When all is left and done, my mind still stays under
As I am now, a one man house that cannot stand
I seem divided, I can no longer tell from my cold hands
Rushing to figure everything out, I think I'm fine
I try to find my problems, I don't think they're there, the signs
I ain't imaginary, but I keep thinking like a myth
A myth buried amongst the stronger, I stay stiff
Like my heart, it can't fit
I grew fearful cause of trust
How much will it hurt if I get unlucky?
How much will I lose?
Severed hands still serve better than those idle
Injured on the devil's swingset pushed by idols
You won't admit that cause it just sounds sad
Hiding cause we ain't really like that or at all, its bad