Ultimately

Ultimately I don't understand a thing

I try to do the best I can

I know you try to do the same

We're just so bound to make mistakes

You could call it a disposition

I apologize for all your tears

I wish I could be different

But I'm still growing up

Into the one, you can call your love

I don't know if I'll ever be enough

I'm throwing in my chips

I guess I tend to push my luck

And ultimately I believe we'll be okay

It's so cliché to say these things, but repetition is a key

I think I'm better when I'm with you

But I worry when you're gone

I think I need to learn to love myself

I must learn to be strong

So, for now, we'll say goodbye

Although it pains me in my heart

Your words they come to me in memories

They sing to me like songs

It won't be long until I'm here

Soon I'll make my arrival

Under shady trees

A quiet street

The roads that I have travelled

Ultimately it's a beautiful thing

Like flowers blooming in a lonely field

The petals drift through crossing winds

They find their way to river streams

That scent the water beautifully, it takes me back to you

It takes me back to you