Spiral

I'm in the way of the lies

You should have been there

I'll never know If all this has meaning you'll deny

You living lie

What I need, I can't get

And what I don't, I can't end

Submerge me, purify me

Reinstating me

What I see is desperate

And what I don't is your neglect

Please father - non existent

Floating endlessly

Trigger me

The wells in my eyes

Acidic remnants of my life

I live in hostility

I've got everything to hide

What I need, I can't get

And what I don't, I can't end

Submerge me, purify me

Reinstating me

What I see is desperate

And what I don't is your neglect

Please mother - self reflecting

Floating endlessly

It's too late

Spiralling

Too far gone

No way out

I'm failing

What I need

I can't get

What I don't

I can't end

The Cycling

Rid me of

The spiralling

I'm not me, I can't choose

Cancel life, I am you

I'm in the way of the lies

You should have been there

I'll never know If all this has meaning you'll deny

You living lie

What I need I can't get

And I what I don't, I can't end

Trigger me