And I ain't even never felt this shit, this my first time
I was waiting to find the one and did, I thought I caught a dime
I was head over hills shouting girl is mine
I was trippin' when I thought I lost her and I wasted time
Fuck, trust me you don't wanna be in that place
She ain't even know that I was hurtin cause the smile on my face
You gotta think, should you run a marathon or settle for a quick race?
(It took me a minute to fuckin' peep that)
I wanna believe it, but it's hard to do
I played my cards right and had me thinkin I was real smooth
I'm tired of leavin' it bottled up, so I'ma speak the truth
I know she fuck with me, but it's different, like I'm stuck in a group
I was holdin' on to the hope of our old texts
If this don't work out, I'm spinnin' blocks, and bitch I call next
Her last nigga did her foul, so I'm stuck up in a mess
Me and you together in the future, I think that's for the best
I been waitin' for a pen just to sign a check
I thought we was on a beach date, she threw me off the deck
I don't want no quick bitch because they just throwin' neck
She did me dirty, I'm still gettin' clean, I won't leave a speck
Nigga
Come on
Soon as she leave and you down, everybody wanna text
And she ain't even know all her actions got cause and effect
Bitch you fuckin' with a boss, you better come direct
She made me boss up, I'm not easy, you better come correct
I didn't understand until I really lived through this shit
Female logic really fucked up, I cannot do this shit
I wanna hide behind my money, got me up in blues and shit
But we were supposed to get it together, man I can't lose my bitch
Man, aye this shit really hurt for real
When you asked me first, I did not know that would be half the deal
When you came in and took the weight off my shoulder still
I would've went overboard for her and go overkill
I thought I took a shot early like I just jumped a gun
I had to mute all the GC's, they took away the fun
I peeped I can't hide from the problem, so I tried to run
I turned around, my thoughts talked me down and left a nigga stunned
I wanna lock in and not tweak, this ain't no sad song
I thought givin' space would heal all, but she still gone
I'm at the point I finna spam her line until the break of dawn
I treated her like my prized possession, now its bygone
Fuck, man
You ever just post for her to see it and it backfire
I been tellin' myself to keep on drivin', but got a flat tire
I tried so hard not to lose a gem, she was a sapphire
I'm finna put my life on the line like I'm a front-rider
Aye, yea this love shit like a rollercoaster
So many ups and downs like puttin' Pop-Tarts in the fuckin' toaster
I took the Glock from off my hip, I don't need no fuckin' holster
I wish I wasn't so damn far away just so I can hold her
I wish that I had just met her sooner just so I could show her
How real nigga move and carry all the load up on my shoulders
I thought it was too early for the three words, but I should've told her
Now I'm fucked up and fucked up, I can't even uphold her
Man, I don't even know what to say no more
How could I sell the bag this bad, it hit me to the core
I was tryin' so hard to be perfect that I closed the door
Now I'm tryin' to patch the pieces together on a broken floor
Pick the ball up out my hands, I don't even wanna score
With or without a label, I'm in the house, I don't wanna explore
I'm tryin' to get it back but our streak ran out of restores
I just wanna go back to how we was clickin' before