out to sea

The air is cold, I'm getting old and going nowhere

This job is shit, I wanna quit but money is scarce

I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care

Everyday seems the same, another blank stare

All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me

That still believes

And all my hopes and my dreams

To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again

I hate this town and all the sounds that drive me crazy

I wanna run and buy a gun but I'm too lazy

I feel so dead, I feel so numb but nothing phase me

I check my pulse but nothing's there, I think I'm fading

All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me

That still believes

And all my hopes and my dreams

To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again

Out to sea, nothing but waves to surround me

And all I feel is pain, it's the only thing that's real

And all I need is turned to reflect on the life I lead

I'm lost at sea, nothing but ocean to drown me in

All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me

That still believes

And all my hopes and my dreams

To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again