Traumatised

Yeah

They ain't never took so much drugs as me

As who?

Shh

Young nigga, I was broke, had to rely on the school for lunch

Fast forward five years, sending youngins to cunch

The jakes told me that it was one of you out of the bunch

And I eat that pussy, she just serve filet mignon

Love triangle, I call that a pyramid boy

Shotgun shots to the head just like I'm a Ritalin boy

Yeah, and she told me that I'm pretty, so I feel like Floyd

She ain't never took a pill on first flight, get you void

I told bae to give me time, yeah

Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised

I told bae that I need time, yeah

Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised

I'm close to the edge so please don't push me

Please don't give me a reason

Where I'm from, you catch a body, that's an achievement

Told my young G, you can't be broke another season

Gotta wrap them things, burn the cling, you have to seal them

'Cause if they burst in your belly,

We're gonna have to carry you in a hearse to get buried

Born into the greaze, man, it's a curse, boy it's tekky

Keep my eye on the Ps, nah, we ain't flirting with no Jezzys

Free my niggas in the cells

Moss Side to Lozells

This guys like Pimpernel

Crack in their fingernails

They put the food in the street

We just tryna hit the sales

Fuck the jakes, stay on my wave

Man, I'm feeling like Bigavel

I told bae to give me time, yeah

Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised

I told bae that I need time, yeah

Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised

Primary school days, we would play stuck in the mud

And now my friends are trapping, just tryna get out of the mud

Starter pack, food in the Persil bag, scales and some gloves

I wasn't funded by no label, I was funded with drugs

I know the struggle

I know the dargs who really bark, I know the muzzles

Can't let your environment trap your mind, gotta clock the puzzle

I know niggas who are down but up

I know niggas who are up but down

Getting money don't end these struggles

Things on the brain, but I don't complain all the time

Just hibernate and smoke weed

Gyally wanna blow me off, I blow trees

Tell 'em fall back, I'm working on me

Late nights when I think 'bout shit

That I've been through and the things that I've seen

Chatting to A about PTSD long before you heard the CD

I told bae to give me time, yeah

Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised

I told bae that I need time, yeah

Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised

I pray at night like, Heavenly Father, can you help me?

All this weed and all this liquor so unhealthy

Ain't feeling myself, but fans still want a selfie

They can't read me like a book and they can't shelve me