Out Of Time

How should I start, where should I begin?

Fuck a pen, I'mma spit it straight from the heart

My life been fucked up, from the beginning to the present

My whole damn life been one hard fucking lesson

Still I take everyday as a blessing, the good days and the stressing

And pray one day he'll answer my questions

Tell me why am I living if it's just to die?

When I spread my wings and fly, my nigga please don't cry

Cause my time on this earth, has been more like a curse

Everytime I think it'll get better that's when shit get worse

Still I thirst for the good life and pray that better days'll follow

Get what I can get today man, fuck tomorrow

Another swallow of that green bottle, another hit of the weed

And try not to marinate in my sorrow

But I'm too tired to sleep, I'm too angry to weep

I'm too hungry to eat, man shit is deep

I live today, born to die

In this hustle, got to survive

My only choice is to rise

It's like I'm running out of time

Ayo my nigga let me holler at ya

I know sometimes it seems I only pop my collar at ya

But I'm just tryna shine

It's been a long time coming, but I know change gon' come

And even though I got more change I know more pain gon' come

And for all the sunny days I know more rain gon' come

The good with the bad, I take it how it comes

When it seems the world's against me I just close my eyes

Take a hit of the weed, buckle up and ride

Inside I'm feeling scarred, outside I'm looking hard

They say the only way to fix it is through God

So I get on my knees and pray

Before you take me away

Let me make a better way for Lil' D and Monet

Through them my name lives on

Through my music I'll be remembered when I'm dead and gone

I move on, hustling in this life of sin

Til I see my momma, 2Pac, and Biggie again

Gotta keep your head up to the sky

Pretty soon everything's gonna be alright

I know you feel like giving up sometimes