The Shape of Joy Returning

I didn't notice when it changed

It crept in quietly with time

The weight I carried felt the same

But somehow lighter in my mind

I feel the shape of joy return

It's not as bright, but it's real

It doesn't crash, it doesn't burn

It's teaching me how joy can feel

I used to doubt every good sign

Like it would leave if I believed

But now I let the moment stay

And take the space that I receive

I feel the shape of joy return

In quieter, steadier ways

It doesn't rush, it doesn't turn

It grows a little every day

If this is all it ever is

I know it's more than I once had

I'm done mistaking peace for less

Or calling calm the same as sad

The shape of joy returning

Is enough for me