Hate Being Sober

I swear that I’ll stop smoking

And I’ll stop drinking

But really what the fuck was I thinking

That’s when reality sinks in oh my

I swear that I’ll stop smoking

And I’ll stop drinking

But really what the fuck was I thinking

That’s when reality sinks in oh my

Lately I feel like this as hard as it gets

but I know this just apart of this shit

I just gotta keep my heart in this shit

Spark up the spliff move swift in the dark I’m equipped

Thinking bout starting some shit

Boy don’t start with the kid

Make sure I feed the ones that starve with the kid

Man the energy is marvelous here

First you see it in your mind then the profit appears

But that don’t make my problems pop disappear making it clear

In the field hunting real hungry the shits nothing

Still running stil thuggin and still blunted

See that’s the only time that a nigga feel something

The shit that’s on my mind make me wanna kill something

A lot of shit at stake and I’m grabbing my plate

And I’m making sure that everyone pays

And on time cause consequences if it’s coming up late

Better tell em that I’m not the type to play with

This some shit that I keep saying

I swear that I’ll stop smoking

And I’ll stop drinking

But really what the fuck was I thinking

That’s when reality sinks in oh my

I swear that I’ll stop smoking

And I’ll stop drinking

But really what the fuck was I thinking

That’s when reality sinks in oh my

Drinking more on weekdays than the weekends

Drop yo defense another pretense we like to pretend

Everything is ok but I’m off the deep end

How can I trust you with secrets if I don't keep it

Before it’s all over and I miss another October

I’m up working cause I’m nocturnal

Slave to my dreams birth a nation like I’m Nat Turner

I can't put this on the back burner

She say I’m selfish I know that hurt ya