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Look, I been steady thinkin' A lot of shit go through my mind
My momma keep askin' me do I need help Worried bout my health
I just tell her I'm fine, goin' through depression Mentally not even here, I don't eat she
Been peepin' the signs, I been barely sleepin' All of these drugs got me leanin' been sippin
I'm missin' them times when we was kids When niggas ain't have to go stress
And go worry bout nothin' I've been steady puffin
I've been tryna get away from my head All these thoughts, they be rushin
Anxiety kickin' No, I do not try to fit in
Not proud of the man I'm becomin' Do not feel a thing
Ever since my brother passed No emotions, boy, I just been numbin
Niggas keep askin, is everything good? I ain't been the same, They could seethat I'm strugglin
I do not tell nobody how I'm feelin' Just put on a beat and then I get to buggin
I put my all in this shit Tryna keep up with the rapping, my family judging
Told me that I would never amount to nothing, So I'm tryna turn that nothing into something
Got no time to waste I got my foot on the gas
All year, niggas know how I'm comin' You gotta watch the, bitches, you be trustin
Cause you never know the niggas, she be fuckin' Play in' your face, she actin' like she love you
But when I was down, I had no one to run to I'm from the east, nigga, this shit a jungle
I got off my ass, nigga, I had to hustle Got all these tears, I could cry me a puddle
Keep my circle tight, Know, it's only a couple That's really my mans
All of this shit that I got off the muscle I'm tryna be rich, boy, I need me a lamb
I been through situations, couple altercations after all that shit, made me a man
Take me out my prime, you'll never get the chance Niggas steady, hating, I don't understand
Been tryna keep goin, stay strong for the fam Nigga, who gon' be there when shit hit the fan
Nigga, I gotta walk with a tan Any nigga try me, I'ma let it blam
Gotta hold it steady, shoot with double hands Ain't worried about bitches, I'm tryna expand
Sopn be in a mansion, livin' in the yams Gotta get out the hood, nigga, that is the plan
I been steady thinkin' A lot of shit go through my mind
My mama keep askin' me, do I need help? Worried about my health, I just tell her I'm fine