Purgatory

Nothing is worse than this

I am a prisoner in purgatory

I left you to die alone

Now I'm rooted here where nothing grows

I am stuck in a loop I don't know how to break

It's a binary code, and I'm pushing escape

When the words that you say are just sounds that you make

You're losin' me

I only remember this

I am a prisoner with no memories

I've sprouted the seeds I've sown

Now pushing the rock is all I know

Sentenced to wander

Die of exposure over and over

Under open skies of torrential pain

I hate the rain

I hate the darkness

I need to see the sun again

Feel the rays upon my skin

I hate the cold

I fear the heartless

I need to feel your love again

But until then I'm condemned

To purgatory

It's time to be done with this

I am the sentient resistance of entropy

I was left here to climb alone

Now I release myself from this wretched stone

I am stuck in a loop I don't know how to break

It's a binary code, I'm pushing escape

Words that you say are just sounds that you make

You're losin' me

Sentenced to wander

Die of exposure over and over

Under open skies of torrential pain

I hate the rain

I hate the darkness

I need to see the sun again

Feel the rays upon my skin

I hate the cold

I fear the heartless

I need to feel your love again

I am condemned

Have I not suffered enough?

So tired of rolling the stone

Paved by hand, cast in shadow walls

Shackled here by guilt alone

Not one more day

I am not your slave

I'm setting myself free

This will not be my grave

I'm trading in this mountain

For another earthly chance

Just to wander