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Welcome to my mind, full of dark red clouds
Where it rains my blood, and it paints the ground
Where I can't be touched, where the pain fades out
Where the world is mine, where it all goes down
I know that I'm sick in the head, there's something wrong with me
I know that I'm better off dead, I'm an anomaly
I know I'm alone in the end, but I don't wanna be
Falling down, again and again, forever, constantly
I created this space where nobody can enter
To block out the days I don't wanna remember
To make sure I never give in and surrender
I have to survive through this gruesome adventure
Night after night, I record and I write
All my truest emotions, and that saved my life
I was desperate as fuck, now, I'm reaching new heights
It cost me everything, I paid the price
Since I started doing me, these no-names hate me
I'm just reminiscing on my flashbacks, pay me
I've been through it all, dark times can't phase me
I feel like the best in the game, you can't face me
There ain't no one better than me at making these sad songs
Go run through my catalog, I haven't made a bad song
They don't believe the hype, but just wait until they catch on
All the stones thrown at me became the ones I stand on
Let's take it back to those moments in time
Way back when I put it all on the line
I never, I never ran from the grind
I kept on going when I should've died
Let's keep it real, put the bullshit aside
If you were me, then you wouldn't survive
If you were me, you'd be burning alive
DempseyRollBoy, I looked death in the eye
They tried to play me, and fucked up my plans
They played themselves, now the world's in my hands
They just don't want me to be who I am
I'm putting on for the broken and damned
I'm spitting shit only we understand
Imagination is all that I have
That's the escape from the ghost of my past
My life was over before it began
Number one reject, no one ever wanted me