Death Drive

I'm having trouble relaxing

I let my body keep the score

Without return of investment

It's getting harder to ignore

So I get in my car just to go on my phone

'Cause I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna go home

Why my chest gets so tight when I think about it

Do you think I should call it quits?

Yeah, I live, I think in absolutes

Yeah, the vibes are bad, the drugs are good

Yeah, yeah, yeah

A tiny little push and I'm over the edge

Death drive, death drive

Death drive, death drive

I'm having trouble relaxing

I let my body keep the score

And I don't know why I'm stressing

Or why I'm letting this run its course

So I self-immolate in the spiritual sense

I am so rock and roll, I got zero to miss

I just want something nice, smooth it out for a bit

Do you think I should call it quits?

Yeah, I live, I think in absolutes

Yeah, the vibes are bad, the drugs are good

Yeah, yeah, yeah

A tiny little push and I'm over the edge

Death drive, death drive

Death drive, death drive

Three decades ago, I was born and I could not stop crying

Jesus, take me home, I think maybe I'm just tired of trying

Let me smooth this out, let me smooth it out for good

Death drive, death drive

Death drive, death drive

Yeah, I live, I think in absolutes

Yeah, the vibes are bad, the drugs are good

Yeah, yeah, yeah

A tiny little push and I'm over the edge

Death drive, death drive

Death drive, death drive