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Yeah
Why do I repel
Why do I repel
It's always fascinating
Different trials I get acclimated
Something's telling me I gotta chase it
Whenever I get close
Elude my grasp and I can never brace it
They tell me I got something better waiting
But as I set my eyes on a new fix on the horizon
My primal instincts tell me I gotta have it
Making it my mission
Inch closer they despise it
Let me down they just following tradition
And now I wonder what I coulda done that made me stuck in this position
Superimposed between my targets
A mixture of my confidence, ambition and my competence
Has led me to a pitfall I'm reaching for a harness
And those whom I had trusted tryna find a way to harm us
You swung at me but failed
If I was taught to do one thing it's always to prevail
Leave the methods out my time is coming
But there's one thing that I always seem to hear
Yeah
Why do I repel
Why do I repel
I push away the people who I care about I'm at my lowest
When it looked like it was going so well
Asking for forgiveness
I'm shattered from my image
Keep the frame close
My only hope when I'm not home to witness
The rifts that I fabricated dealing from my craft
Keep the family in my thoughts but had to leave you in the past
Hard to stay sober through the pain
I manage
But why you keep going through my brain
It's damaged
The memory's engrained
And my confidence is stained
I could go back again but there ain't nothing left to gain
Why do I repel?