didn't cry

I lost my boy last year

I lost my homie

I didn't get to visit

Did his momma get to kiss him bye

I wonder why I didn't cry

I'm livid that i didn't cry

I cried when X died

I cried when mac died

And when effie passed that put me on my backside

When i got the news bout you I hit the stage then blazed it,

Couldn't deal with the pain right then, I figured I be patient

Knew it was comin. i'd breakdown I knew eventually

I'm emotional, I tear up during pixar and/or disney

You'd laugh at that if you were still here with me

But you're not and now i'm left inside our city feelin pity for myself

Because my friends gone

Reminisce on the bond that we built on

When we wrote singles for smoke signal, my first tape

You played over my verse and murdered first take

Dressed up in yellow to surprise me on my birthday

I miss you in the worst way

And now i'm cursin at myself

What kinda person misses friends premature funerals cuz it's a work day

Especially since you built me up in the first place

I know you had to go away

I'm wishing that you could stay now

I'm thinking what I would say

I'm wishing that I could breakdown

I know you had to go away

I'm wishing that you could stay now

I'm thinking what I would say

I'm wishing that I could breakdown