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Feels like I've been taking the scenic drive
Through all my worst decisions and ugly habits
And I just wanna break something yeah I've been going through it
Got a bag full of all of my worst ideas
And the devil on my shoulder says to execute them
Been getting hit so hard these days it's left me feeling numb
And it's weighing down my
Drive to follow through with all these
Psychotic goals and aspirations
When will I find
A new thing to impress myself with
I can't stand how I've been
Almost every day I think of crossing state lines
And taking stabs at a brand new life
I know full well what that won't change
but I'm so sick of standing by
I'm so fed up with this passive aggression
And feeling stuck in my own ambition
And most of all I hate the way I get when I'm alone
As I'm falling faster
Out of place with reality as I slip into my mind and I'm still
Seeking answers
In questions that I've asked myself a hundred fucking times
Swallowing the pain
I could sure stand to complain
I just wish I could be honest not modest
When all I really wanna do is kick and scream
I've been jawline deep in sin
And still fighting for that win
I've been sitting on the sidelines for such a long time
I'm sick of feeling like I'm still so far behind
Every single time I catch a glimpse of my reflection
There's all these imperfections
That fuel this old obsession
That I've worked so hard to put behind me
And who's to tell me who I should be
Another reminder that life has a timer
The world has set for us all to beat
When competition breeds everything but productivity
As I cling to reason
I put myself to bed that morning
Another day of how disappointing
These things I believe in
Lately have been starting to seem
Swallowing the pain
I could sure stand to complain