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Six months since you still want the hoodie back
I thought you'd get the memo when I never gave a text back
Sorry, but I don't really feel bad
Goddamn it, all my friends said it wouldn't last
That was back in December, my blood went cold that winter
My brain split from the center
Fragment to remember
Being held down
Forced to take it
Because you wouldn't take "No." as my answer
Fuck, I like my liquor good with a chaser
Like it's my hyper fixation
I think you knew and took advantage of that
You took advantage of me
After that I felt so unclean, I had to scrub at my body for hours
Just to try to make it feel right, feel right
But it never fucking feels right, feels right
Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated
Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away
Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated
Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away
See my body float above it
Leave it empty
You know you want it gone
Oh, gone
Oh God
Oh, why do I, why do I do this to myself
I can't say
Honestly, I feel so strange
Never got used to the pain
Oh, tell me why you do that to me
Ice cold veins
Ever since it hasn't been the same, I can feel myself degrade
I'm confined in the walls, suffocated by my loss
I'm in awe about the cost, I guess I'll never be okay
Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated
Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away
Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated
Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away
I can't say
Honestly, I feel so strange
Never got used to the pain
Oh, tell me why you do that to me
Ice cold veins
Ever since it hasn't been the same, I can feel myself degrade
I'm confined in the walls, suffocated by my loss
I'm in awe about the cost, I guess I'll never be okay
Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated
Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away
Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated
Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away