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When the lights go down that's when you made it through
Faces deep in the crowd like there's only two
Even through it all I still woulda picked you
From 18' to 19' we took on the world, woulda ripped it pieces but instead it just turned
Round and round it goes, you dressed me for my funeral
Because every time I'd grow you'd cut me down
To my knees, you saw me as you pleased
But I'm not the one you're looking for
The white lie you cant ignore
You played on my patience
Never knew who you're calling
Said that I'm acting crazy
I imagined it all.
If you knew how it changed me
Would you say it's your fault
You know that
You made a mess of me
You made a mess of me
You carved your name into my skin
With a blunt knife
Drew a constellation to mark all the years
All the guilt and the shame need a tape for the tears
And sometimes I catch a glimpse of you
cross the faces of a crowded room
Like I'm stained with all the blood you drew
You're everything I knew
You played on my patience
Never knew who you're calling
Said that I'm acting crazy
I imagined it all.
If you knew how it changed me
Would you say it's your fault
You know that
You made a mess of me
You made a mess of me
You threw it away
Like it was a game
broke it like all of your promises
Throw dirt on my name
But I'll always know
You made a mess of me
5 years, you never wanted to change
I could count the scars from all the times that I stayed
I shoulda called and vented everything, as if my heart'd sink, you'd push me to the brink because
Every time I'd grow you'd cut me down
To my knees, you saw me as you pleased
But I'm not the one you're looking for
The white lie you can't ignore