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Growing Up
I was never good at expressing my feelings
Or telling people how i really felt
But, like
When I get on this beat, I can express myself
Like, I really expressing all the pain and releasing it all out
And afterwards I feel a little better
So, like I got this story for yall that yall need to know
And if you ain't never lost a parent or lost a child in your life
You probably really won't understand
But you gone feel what I'm saying by how I say it
You gone feel the pain in it
So I just need yall to listen up for real
In person and talking I can't open up
So I vent on these songs cause I'm broken up
So much pain in my life man it really hurt
many people in my life down in the dirt
every day it really seemed like it always rain
every year that goes by man its always pain
all this pain its just like im in a purgatory
now its time for me to tell yall a painful story
Lil boy came out light with curly hair
Question if he was mine man I wouldn't even dare
Lady asked what you want to name your son
I looked left and looked right and said Tyrion
Six pounds fourteen ounces august twenty first
Two months two days later his body in a hurse
October twenty third taking the ACT
Went outside my dad couldn't even look at me
I got in the red van and I buckled up
He said son mama couldn't wake Tyrion up
Didn't move a muscle, my eyes didn't even blink
Brain not functioning hell I couldn't even think
My brain started working thoughts going in my head
I was thinking to myself I hope my son ain't dead
Back roads to sylacauga cell service suck
Wishing that this long ass ride would really hurry up
Got to the hospital they took me to the chapel
2nd mom there crying talking to the pastor
At this point I knew my son was really dead
No one said it but them the thoughts up in my head
Then I ran outside so they couldn't see me cry