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Girl, how I love you, I can't love myself
Each day I wake up wishing someone else
Girl, how I love you, I can't love myself
Each day I wake up wishing someone else
You open up your mouth, but I am not impressed
Choking on your lies, I'm like how could I connect?
Got me thinking wow, is there anybody left?
Trading bodies but nobody's never minding intellect
Getting kids like a pet
Sorry there's no refund if you never wanted kids
Then you never should've been a mom
Or for that matter a dad, what the fuck is up with that?
Growing up thinking perfect, at least he would have my back
When shit would pop off but never did I run
My dad would drop me off then we didn't meet for months
Mama screaming something 'bout his just leaving us
I remember one time we barely greeted once
'Cause he was drinking so much he barely recognized me
Had me rethinking who I am entirely
Came to school by lunch, apparently a guy wants to fight me
'Cause his girl was texting me about much how much he likes me
Girl, how I love you, I can't love myself
Each day I wake up wishing someone else
Girl, how I love you, I can't love myself
Each day I wake up wishing someone else
Yo
Open up your eyes, can you see me yet?
Coping with this life, I'm like how could I expect?
Been speaking out my silence, I've been screaming out my chest
Soon I'll be seeking violence if my demons get the best
So if it ain't right between us, walk left
I'm not the one to talk too hard to deal with when I lost respect
Don't just fall for feelings, if we talk about feelings
Then watch the rope from the ceiling, tied and hanging across my neck
Was thirteen when she cheated with a friend
I should've understood how to believe it when it happens
Like you're dreaming in a sense
Trying to reason out the actions even when your heart is bleeding
Trying to see the better end
It ain't it bittersweet how you're just leaving in the end