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My introduction to your instructions are
Go with the pain
You're out of control with the brain
Will I still be here?
Will fear keep me in a bottle?
'Cause I'm not sure 'bout tomorrow, tomorrow
And whatever our chances are
The devil just dances on 'em
Sinking me to the bottom
Behind this vacant smile I'm just frowning
My world is upside down full of problems
Really hard to breathe, it feels like I'm drowning
Reaching for the top while I'm sinking to the bottom
So here I go again, lost in my own head
Digging my own grave, making my own bed
Got the candles lit and burning at both ends
Just hoping for some door to open
Every direction seems like a wrong turn
Another dead end road with a detour
Leading to an early grave that is for sure
A headstone for my family to grieve for
And these shadows of darkness surround me
Antagonize and torture profoundly
The pain caliber is high velocity
Time to analyze my life's philosophy
Somebody throw me a lifeline
It feels like I'm lost in the nighttime
Every day the same, no escape from these confines
Need to run away, but I don't ever seem to find my way out of this
And it's obvious lately I'm out of it
Remain hopeful but feeling the opposite
Tomorrow is sorrow and time can't be borrowed
This bottle is hell, I want out of it
My introduction to your instructions are
Go with the pain
You're out of control with the brain
Will I still be here?
Will fear keep me in a bottle?
'Cause I'm not sure 'bout tomorrow, tomorrow
And whatever our chances are
The devil just dances on 'em
Sinking me to the bottom
And I want out
Trying to make my way through this maze
And it never seems to stay the same way
No escape from this pain, this game of change
And I'm forced to play, sort of like I'm juggling hand grenades
Blank ink on a blank canvas
Future so bleak that I can't handle this
Admit to defeat or self-analysis
Thoughts so deep that I cause paralysis
I guess this means I'm the catalyst
Self-destruction, my own antagonist
Hard to function, I'm not a fan of this
I must be insane or insane or masochist
Starting thinking will I ever get my life back?
Or is it even possible to find the right path?
I keep on looking for the light but all I see is black
And I don't need another reason, can't you see that?
Reaching out, I'm just holding on for dear life
Even now, how come I can never feel right?
Sinking down, suffocating's what it feels like
Message in a bottle with a cap sealed airtight
Drifting away, lost at sea
Perhaps somebody will receive
Maybe even help to set them free
Save yourself, too late for me
My introduction to your instructions are
Go with the pain
You're out of control with the brain
Will I still be here?
Will fear keep me in a bottle?
'Cause I'm not sure 'bout tomorrow, tomorrow
And whatever our chances are
The devil just dances on 'em
Sinking me to the bottom
And I want out
And I want out
And I want out