Testify my pain

Mmm amen

Ive been talkin to myself sayin I aint worth it

But Im still here maybe thats a purpose

Mad at decisions from my younger days

Haunted by the past in a thousand ways

Tellin myself that I hate my name

But deep down hopin I can change that flame

Hands to the sky though my heart feels low

Cryin in the night but I wont let go

Chains try to bind but a voice says no

Whispers of grace say Im whole

I got church in my pain hallelujah in my scars

Every prayer I whisper still can reach the stars

I confess my shame but I rise again

Even broken stories can testify amen

Lookin in the mirror I see regret

But mercy tells me it aint over yet

Every wrong turn every fall I made

Still a part of the plan that His hands have laid

Tears on my face but I lift my eyes

Faith in the storm is a different kind of rise

Chains start to fall as the silence breaks

I hear Him callin my name

I got church in my pain hallelujah in my scars

Every prayer I whisper still can reach the stars

I confess my shame but I rise again

Even broken stories can testify amen

I hate myself but I aint alone

Every scar I carry is a seed thats sown

If the choir still sings then my soul still breathes

Im a child of grace and I still believe

I got church in my pain hallelujah in my scars

Even when Im lost He still knows who I are

I confess my shame but I rise again

Turn my darkest night to a holy amen

Mmm amen

I told myself I hated me

But God whispered back You are free