29

When I saw god

I wasn't thinking about it

Now I'm starting to doubt it

Memory's a fraud

Overcomplicated

Incrementally jaded

Then just gone

19 went like a word on the tip of a tongue

Did it change anything

Did it change anyone

Or was it all yet to come

19 years like a word that a prophet misspoke

Do they take this for real

Is the point just to hope

Or maybe to cope

29 and I feel just fine

Even with half the world on fire

TV's off while my daughter's trying

To be human

29 and I could care less

Not for lack of my carelessness

I'm just parsing out where I should care more

Shall I crawl back

Belly to the ocean

Hoping I'll find

Something I missed

Some fell feeling

Revelation reeling

Really I'll just sleep with the fish

Old to the young folks, young to the old

NPC with a heart of gold

Dying gets faster, not less cold

Better or worse, there's more untold

Don't wanna die thinking it's relief

Don't wanna live out a west motif

Somewhere between

The somewhere between

The grass must be green

Yeah, right

Young to the old folks, old to the young

Where I'll be is not where I'm from

Growing gets harder, not unsung

Better or worse, I'm not yet done

Don't wanna die thinking it's reward

Don't wanna live replete and bored

I'm moving forward

I'm moving toward

Somewhere that's forward

Yeah, right