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I don't know when it started
But waking up feels like a weight now
The kind sitting on your chest
Before your eyes open
I try to pray
But the words hit the ceiling
And fall right back into my lap
People think I'm fine
Because I keep moving
Keep smiling keep saying I'm blessed
But honestly
I don't feel like myself lately
I'm tired Lord
I don't know why the quiet feels so loud
Why my heart keeps sinking
When nothing is happening
But somewhere deep
Something keeps saying
You haven't let go
You're still here
Even when I swear I can't feel You
You're the steady thing
When everything in me is shaking
You meet me in the hollow places
In the parts I don't let anyone see
And even when I'm the one pulling away
You don't leave
You've never left
I've been carrying questions
I don't say out loud
Some days I don't even have the
Strength to pretend faith
And I hate admitting that
But there was this moment
Me sitting on the edge of my bed
Hands shaking for no reason
And this warmth came over me
Not dramatic not loud
Just enough for me to breathe again
I didn't reach for You
You reached for me
I don't have clarity yet
But I'm starting to believe
You're in this silence too
That You still come close
Even when I feel lost
You're still here
Even when I swear I can't feel You
You're the steady thing
When everything in me is shaking
You meet me in the hollow places
In the parts I don't let anyone see
And even when I'm the one pulling away
You don't leave
You've never left
I hear You in the quiet
Not loud not forceful
Just steady
Like I'm not going anywhere
Something in me finally believes it
You keep drawing me back
Even when I'm barely holding on
You're here
Still here
Even when the dark feels endless
And somehow that's enough
My faith may shake
My hope may slip
But You don't
I feel far
But You're not
You're right here