Have I Ever Truly Been Here

You show me medicine

Cause you wanted to know

What it meant to me

It means you're never free

Rip, rip it out and throw

Throw it all away

Throw as far as you can

There's nothing to understand

The ceremony's a chirade

Still it made you cry again

Seemed like nothing will change

And though I wanted you to know

I could never let it go

I keep holding his hand

The ceremony's a chirade

Still it made me cry again

Seemed like nothing will change

And though I wanted you to know

I could never let it go

I keep pulling his hand

But have I ever truly been here?

I don't want a Cypress Hill

Always close your eyes

Cause as far as you can see

Is a world in which you disagree

And now you're burning your books

Cause you realize there's none of them

To which that you can relate

We've got nothing to celebrate

The ceremony's a chirade

Still it made me cry again

Seemed like nothing will change

And though I wanted you to know

I could never let it go

I keep pulling his hand

The ceremony's a chirade

Still it made you cry again

Seemed like nothing will changed

And though I wanted you to know

I could never let it go

I keep pulling his hand

But have I ever truly been here?