Growing out of growing pains just to find new ones
Bite my nails until they bleed, chewing on my gold thumbs
Something doesn't feel right, maybe that's a good thing
Making it uncomfortable, making it off-putting
Sink into the shame of it
I shouldn't speak right now, I shouldn't touch you
But if you asked me now, I could love you
It shouldn't wear me down, it shouldn't crush you
But if you asked me now, I could love you
I don't know your skin yet, I don't know your friends
You give yourself in spoonfuls that are easy to ingest
I don't know your body, I could take a guess
I have seen your insides without taking off your dress
Sink into the shame of it
I shouldn't speak right now, I shouldn't touch you
But if you asked me now, I could love you
It shouldn't wear me down, it shouldn't crush you
But if you asked me now, I could love you
I shouldn't speak right now, I shouldn't touch you
But if you showed me how, I could love you
It shouldn't scare me now, I shouldn't rush you
But if you asked me now, I could love you
I shouldn't speak right now, I shouldn't touch you
But if you asked me now, I could love you
It shouldn't scare me now, it shouldn't crush you
But if you asked me now, I could love you
If you asked me now, I could love you
If you asked me now, I could love you