Time in Heaven, Forever in Hell

Remember the sound when my phone hit the ground

When you cursed out my name and you said that you never loved me

But I thought you were joking so I asked you again and

You said it again like there wasn't a first

And you paused with a silence,

so I'd know for damn sure that you were not joking

You never loved me

I thought about what wasn't talked about

And I thought for days and I thought out loud

And I thought to myself I wish I never met you

I always knew the banshees sang for me

And Seraphim would never rescue me

I fell in love with a younger girl

Her small sharp teeth with her hair in curls

From Jersey to Scranton at least twice a week

It was hell on the band but never bothered me

I did it all because I wanted to

Under the pretense that you loved me too

I couldn't argue when you wanted to leave

I wanted you happy, I thought that's all you need

I offered my soul, I was just so tired

Now these pills won't help me fall asleep

My hell is a lonely place

But I'll never forget your face

Everything that I want to change

Reassures me that I won't be saved