The Man I'm Supposed To Be

I saw that demon inside me

Trying to claim my body as it's own

Invader, enslaver, little headstone

Tell me, has it grown?

The kids in the end will be fine

Playing on the island in my mind

And when the island's gone, they will be finer

I've been living too long in my head

Not loving you enough in our bed

From now on, I start living my life

As if the next day, I'll be dead

Next day, I'll be dead

I don't wanna be the man that I am anymore

I want the man you see to be the man you adore

Cut out that little piece of me, throw it on the floor

And watch the man I'm supposed to be walk right through that door

And now, my biggest fear is not the dying

My biggest fear is that I'll stop trying

To be the man I am supposed to be

We take life seriously, laugh in the face of death

Yeah, we take life seriously, laugh in the face of death

We take life seriously, laugh in the face of death