Loaded Guns

When I think of you I think of sun

And cigarettes and loaded guns

When we were still so new to this old city

When our only friends were you and I

Wander through the city lights

Tripping over sidewalks and self pity

And I wish that I could say "I hate you now"

But I smile each time I say your name out loud

Oh you're in my head, in my head

I'm trying to start again

But I cant forget, I cant forget

The way I'd touch you

No we aint dead, we aint dead

And I wanna love again

Oh in another life you'd be my suicide

And I'll never tell the story right

Cause you were mad and so was I

I'll tell it like I never really liked you

Well the night is warm and downtowns dead

You're running through my mind again

That hopeless pretty face I'd give my life to

And I wish that I could say "I hate you now"

But I smile each time I say your name out loud

Oh you're in my head, in my head

I'm trying to start again

But I cant forget, I cant forget

The way I'd touch you

No we aint dead, we aint dead

And I wanna love again

Oh in another life you'd be my suicide

And I wish that I could say "I hate you now"

But I smile each time I say your name out loud