Still Got Mine

My mother called my phone I could tell that she was stressed out

My brother was playing with coke and he almost checked out

A heart attack he only 25 and such a mess now

Having visions of him dead stretched out

I think I'm partly to blame for the path that he followed

I was promoting the wrong things as a role model

Like fuck bitches do drugs and abuse bottles

Fight everybody hit licks and keep your heart hollow

It's funny how hurting myself don't have the same effect

I remember Dino in a coma when he broke his neck

Demanding that he take me home high off xans and percocet

That f150 flipped three times in that car wreck

The homie patty cake shot himself with a 38

Drunk sitting by himself too much time to contemplate

Talking to him on the phone he cutting up like life is great

Looking back it's clear he used to drink so he could numb the pain

I could of been in that deep sleep or hospital bed

Or inside that black bag with a whole in my head

Leaving Brian and Rhythm alone they won't understand

Stuck with memories of me and everything I ever said

I'm so fucking selfish

Acting like I can't see

I take for granted every chance the universe have given me

So fucking pitiful a sob story bitchin when I speak

Like I ain't lose so many people that weren't lucky as I be

I mean I'm sick of dancing with the devil the music no esla misma

Going back and forth at heavens door gambling with mi vida

Ignoring the fact that I've turned enemies into believers

So many people tell me I saved them inside my D.M.'s

Why would I keep pumping poison while writing these songs Replying to their messages telling them to stay strong

Promising that I'm a make it and carry our message on

And spread MiE across the nation until they sing along

Come on

I promise that I won't waste no time

It took awhile I apologize

I was lost now everything's alright

I got your back if you still got mine

I promise that I won't waste no time

It took awhile I apologize

I was lost now everything's alright

I got your back if you still got mine

Sometimes I lay on top my bed with my music on wondering

If I'd a gived up on my dreams just like my mother did

I'm trying to distribute the same love that my mother gives

While executing goals that'll feed me and my brothers kids

Generational wealth gotta move quick while keeping balance

I'm pretty sure that these pills have done permanent damage

But ask anyone i know I like a little challenge

All I gotta do is move In that direction then I'll have it

My fam getting out of prison I'm so happy I can see him

And tell him all the story's and the visions I've been seeing

We performed in front of ten people before he lost freedom

Now I'm packing out every local bar that I be in

I went from burning bridges to a building a fucking dynasty

With Tony Dent, Bad Choices and Ruuch on the side of me

You understand what I'm saying the impossibility

I was a junkie and somehow I turned into some type of king

That's why I tell my children everyday there's royalty their blood

I hope they never have to hear about the person that I was

Or how I had to kick that door and use that pistol that I clutch

Or any other similar story of violence while in the mud

Cuz even though I'm a changed man the past don't forget

And there's no expiration for when Karma comes to collect

That's why there's no more freebies and features without a check

I figure I have shed enough blood, tears and sweat

Come on

I promise that I won't waste no time

It took awhile I apologize

I was lost now everything's alright

I got your back if you still got mine

I promise that I won't waste no time

It took awhile I apologize

I was lost now everything's alright

I got your back if you still got mine

I promise that I won't waste no time

Got your back if you still got mine

Took a while I apologize

I was lost, now everything's alright

Promise that I won't waste no time

Got your back if you still got mine

I apologize

I was lost now everything's alright

I promise that I won't waste no time

It took awhile I apologize

I was lost now everything's alright

I got your back if you still got mine

I promise that I won't waste no time

It took awhile I apologize

I was lost now everything's alright

I got your back if you still got mine