My Blessing

Through a window or an open door

I stretch my hands to thee

Come rescue me

I need you right away

I need you

We need something to believe in, something to believe in

Shit, I just need a reason

Emotionally unavailable's what I'm feeling, what a feeling

Something's broken and nothing's healing

I self medicated, tryna stay balanced

Meditated, went vegan, ate salad

Faked happy online until we got great at it

Searching for validation from niggas that ain't valid

We all kinda mentally confused

Every woman I dated was sexually abused

Pressure with aggression, instead of in the mood

Made it feel pessimistic over feministic views

Daddy wasn't around, you wanna cry? On, fine

Little things, I learned how to tie a tie online

Intuition, I rely on mine

If the shoe fits, wear it, I'ma try on mine

Real shit, I wasn't afraid of death, wasn't afraid to die

More afraid of heartbreak and more afraid to cry

I need to face my own truth, can't be afraid to fly

I'm too generous to cheat and too brave to lie

Word up

I need you, I need you

Sacrificed them so I could give you my all

I need you, I need you

Premonition got me in position, I know

You a blessing

I'ma wait however long (Long, long)

For my blessing, yeah, yeah

The plan is to level up some

I never return back to the level you leveled up from

Did I get enough done? Too neglected or too excessive?

If it cost your inner peace, then it's too expensive

Head up, never down to the floor

Never look up to the rich or look down to the poor

Don't mean to sound insecure, but I'm growing through confrontation

I'd rather hold a grudge than hold a conversation

This that big ego, too much pride combination

The padlock without the combination

This is not new, I let you down when I say that I got you

I never learned how to love, I actually learned not to

Whatever my priority is, you think that it's not you

I say, "I love you," you tell me it's not true

Girl, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be happy