Scatterbrained

My mind's a thousand open tabs

I chase one down then lose my map

Every thought is doing laps

Every second something snaps

Coffee cold, phone in my hands

Started six things I never planned

Clock keeps yelling, I pretend

That I'm not running from the end

I'm wired wrong or wired right

Can't sleep, but I'm dead by night

I try to breathe, but lose the fight

My focus flickers like streetlights

Can't stop the sound, it's who I am

Scattered brain, but damn it slaps

Too loud inside, too fast to stand

I trip on thoughts like booby traps

Can't slow it down, I've tried the map

But my north keeps spinning back

I'm chaos in a soundtrack

Scattered brain, but damn it slaps

Scattered brain, but damn it slaps

One thought turns into five more

Heart in a sprint, mind at war

I throw now in a crowded room

But hear my doubt go boom boom boom

Emotions hit without a break

Every mistake go wide awake

I laugh too quick, I laugh too strange

I burn like signals in the rain

Then it goes quiet, earth is clean

One spotlight in the brain machine

I lock in tight, I see too far

Every flaw becomes my art

I build whole worlds inside one breath

Outrun my fear, Out think my mess

Nobody sees what's underneath

A genius tangled in belief

Can't stop the sound, it's who I am

Scattered brain, but Damn it slaps

I break the rules, I bend the plans

I live in color, not in math

I may be wired off the track

But I won't dim my aftermath

I'm thunder in a synapse

Scattered brain, but damn it slaps

I'm not broken

I'm not broken

I'm just louder than the world

I'm just louder than the world