last day of therapy

It's been a long time, it's been a long time since we've talked

But look here, I'm on time

You always ask me why I'm so late

But maybe I'm scared to talk

Maybe I'm scared to accept my feelings

But maybe I'm scared to fall

Maybe I'm scared so I even stop healing

So why don't we get a drink

Catch up on old times, I know this is therapy

But man, do I hate lying

I think to my inner self, how can I let you go

But maybe it's for the best, but since I've been moving slow

And I had dumped all my pain in the world

I thought it would help, but I guess I was wrong

Locked in a box with the time I served

I guess I'ma miss you when you're gone

It's been a long time, it's been a long time since I was happy

A few things about me

I live alone in a jungle full of snakes

Had no one to help me

I started to fall too deep in that hole

And then you had saved me

So I even stop and think, because

I think about highs and lows, I think about medicine

I think about what I did, or maybe I need more

I think about side effects, and what it would do to me

I think about withdrawals, and how they get through to me

I dreamed about waking up, and starting a new life

And am I not good enough

Cause something don't feel right

All that is new to me, I just need you to see

This is my last day of therapy

So why don't we get a drink

Catch up on old times, I know this is therapy

But man, do I hate lying

I think to my inner self, how can I let you go

But maybe it's for the best, but since I've been moving slow

And I had dumped all my pain in the world

I thought it would help, but I guess I was wrong

Locked in a box with the time I served

I guess I'ma miss you when you're gone