I Hate Myself

Help I hate myself

I don't think i'll do better

Gave everything I had

Now i'm stuck in this weather

I know that I aint bad but I don't think that I am stellar

And If I don't then you wont either

So nothing matters

Well

I'll go to hell

I'll be there with the quiters

We'll talk about how hard it was

As the fire quivers

And when our skin is burning

Will we feel the yearning to be sweeter

And change our demeanor

To ourselves

I'm not only

The person that I want to be

I am more am I less

I get lost in my own mess

Tell me what you really see

I'm not only

The person that I want to be

I am more am I less

I get lost in my own mess

Tell me what you really see

Help I hate myself

I think my heart is shattered

Threw my coins down the well

But nothing ever happened

Don't know if i got time

To change my fate with my endeavours

But if i do i'll try relentless

To find my will

Help

Don't wanna dwell

Around till I am withered

I wanna bloom as well

And make it through this blizzard

I know that I am strong

But on my own I can't distinguish

If the horizon is the finish

Help I wanna yell

Don't wanna stay here bitter

I know I only got one life

I need a healer

Someone to show me how to smile

I've been here for awhile

And nothing ever glimmers

I'm not only

The person that I want to be I am more am I less

I get lost in my own mess

Tell me what you really see

I'm not only

The person that I want to be

I am more am I less

I get lost in my own mess