It's 5AM, man, why the fuck I'm still up?
Kicked my bitch out, man, she tried to touch my cup
The codeine is the only thing consistent in my life
Shorty broke my heart, that pain cut me like a knife
It really hit different when you thought she'd be your wife
She tried to play it sneaky, man, now she gotta pay da price
Feelin' like Rod Wave, gotta put my heart on ice
I've been coverin' up the pain by gamblin, nigga shootin' dice
Even my mans told my circle lookin' like mice
This shit got me in a rage, I'm punchin' walls, Kimbo Slice
Why she had to do that, man, what's wrong with life?
Feelin' like Giannis, gotta get my bucks up
My man's doin' drills, I said, fuck it, what's up?
I need that money bad, and my bitch did me bad, man I really need this bad, so what's up?
Hurt me to the core when I got that fuckin' call
I knew that bitch was shiesty, man, my patience growin' small
Feelin' like Trump, to keep her out, I'ma build a wall
Thought you got a upgrade, but you got a fuckin' fraud
Now you over there cheatin, and my money growin' tall
She tried to spin back, man, I told that bitch crawl
Crawl away, cause you don't deserve to walk
The news had me stutterin, man, I couldn't fuckin' talk
Feeling like Trae Young, I'm the villain, I'm a hawk
Blocked this hoe on everything, man, now she gotta stalk
I'm ballin' on these niggas, man, I'm flexing on the gram
Thought that nigga was da goat, but he really a fuckin' ham
Put the heat on my back, got me feelin' like Bam
But I miss my bitch badly like the Panthers miss Cam
Let's talk about it
We talked about it
We talked about it, this is what she said to me
Love everything about you, but I need to be a better me
Insecurities in my heart, it's hurting desperately
I wanna be beside you, but I think we better separately
Like
How we go this route?
When did you get this doubt inside you and can't get it out?
When did you start feelin' like this, you was always proud
You think it's fair to end like this, you left me in a drought
Damn, alright
It's hard to keep on goin
Even though we both grown, we gon' keep on growin
It's always cold in the land, it's gon' keep on snowin
You was the perfect woman, never was here hoeing
This shit hurt my spirit
I was your number one fan, I'll take your head and clear it
If you needed me to listen, I'll stop and hear it
The thought of losin' you, I started to fear it
It broke my heart when you grabbed the gun
Decided to end it, I said, come on