this is different™

There was a time where I could just sleep after being alone

Tonight it's just not the same

I have exhausted all of my energy but yet I cannot rest

There are no melodies in my head

I wish this was different

I need you here tonight

I wish this was different

Then maybe I could sleep tonight

None beyond the faint memories of nothing

Seems to feel empty but yet so full

I really have no idea what it is that has me feeling this way but

I wish this was different

I wish this was different

I need you here tonight

I wish this was different

Then maybe I could sleep tonight

I am not sure if it's just the fact of me needing you here

Or is it remembering how it used to be when you were here

At this point I am not sure I even remember who you are

Exactly what it is, or who this moment should be

If this difference came along

I could finally sleep at night

No more dreaming endlessly

My thoughts wouldn't rule my every move

I wish this was different

I need you here tonight

I wish this was different

Then maybe I could sleep tonight

Right now it's 1:48 am and there is no way to think clearly

I am not sure, maybe I'm thinking too much

The sun will now set three hours later

For what was only one hour of change

At a time where I would like a new outlook

The brightness of opportunity has blinded me

How did it feel the last time you were alone?

This is different...