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I've teased but never told
Freeze but never fold
I'm speechless, heart bleeds, no heat, forever cold
I'm freezing
Result of the demons all in my soul
But I'm teaching myself to release and let em all go
Ima heathen
But also a teacher of what I know
And I know only what I learn and I never learn what I'm told
Gotta fuck it up for myself, but by then it's"I told you so"
So I never journey for help, I just focus on what I know
But luckily, I'll never change up
I mean, I did a little, but mainly I know I'm still the same one
I say a prayer to Jesus, my lord and savior
Ain't used to be religious, but lately I seen the great one
The spliff still burn in my hand
I'm still smokin, still floatin, still hopin' I end up in the sand
I'm still focusing on how to be the man I know I can be
Analyzing my mistakes and my regrets till I am
I'm sorry to the ones I've lied to
I used to trade truth for ego boosts, that ain't a wise move
But what I found through fuckin' up would probably surprise you
I ride thru the darkest of times, like a blind dude
A prisoner to my own mind
Wish I could fly thru cities and towns, hills and the mountains to get a high view
One day ima prove myself right and not try to
One day ima move on, but I never like to
Cuz I never like shit to leave off bad
What do you do when the only one you care about wanna see you sad and see you mad?
No resolution, only dreams of the past
My demons molded me into someone I never seen at last
I'm lost and it's all my fault, wish I could crash
I'm scarred, my heart feels so dark
Wish I could laugh
It's frost from my feet to my jaws, I feel the wrath
How the fuck I end up like the ones who made me go mad?
And it's lasting decisions
Casting my fishing line into the black pool of infinite past commitments
Ain't catching bass, I'm catching bad feelings
Ain't goin' for broke, I'm goin' for riches