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I know that God got me up in his arms
Please help me figure out what's going wrong
How am I supposed to make shit
I ain't even really in a good headspace for real
Looking at the time wasted
All up in my own damn head Kai what's the deal
Stuck something like the Matrix
Boy I know the feeling and I just hate it
Miss going through a whole L had to face it
Its just something little different bout the way the flame hit
Going through the same cycle I'm pacing
When I wake up in the morning I feel like I ain't shit
Thoughts all around got my mind racing
I just wish I had the fye to make a nigga way lit
Head up in the clouds got my mind spacing
Thinking that I'm better if I'm switching up locations
I don't wanna hand out or donations
And I'm second guessing if I wanna get stationed
Yea I like getting high every damn day
But I know I can't live my life getting faded
Tryna make this shit work every damn way
But the truth always take away the motivation
Like I'm only happy if a nigga rolling weed up
Or I got a little bad bitch to lick the seed up
Blowing down big trees I ain't talking cedar
If desire was a bitch you know I gotta feed her
Hedonist, hating that the definition line up
Thinking, damn a nigga really finna go and sign up
If progress was a bad bitch then let me find her
Tired of feeling like I just need the marijuana
Tired of feeling like I been on the road to nowhere
Thinking Ima change if I go back to the old hair
Knowing where I wanna be but don't know how to go there
Wishing I can sit and say a nigga really don't care
But I do wish there was a way
Every day I'm just here keeping my faith
I know that God got me up in his arms
Please help me figure out what's going wrong
Know I've been feeling like this for so long
Got to the point where I'm making a song
Wanting to pick up the joint and the bong
While being able to still say that I'm strong