Just Enough Pieces

Any day morning sun

Wind cold and free

Was not supposed to be there

Guess you were surprised to see me

My brother in your arms

Still asleep

And with no know

The pain in your smile

Not knowing what to say

My asking for destiny

Gave you the time

To create an illusion

Giving you space for your escape

Hurry you asked

So that we all can go have a good time

Like the ones we had and loved

And hurry I did

Unaware of the world

Coming back to you

And you were gone

My world broken into million pieces

And I was too little

To put it back

Together

Awake all night

Drowning in sadness

Not even knowing that I could end it

Looking at the vastness of the universe

And listening

Waiting for God to tell me why

Growing without a purpose

Living without a destiny

Just surviving, just breathing, just enough

Afraid to love

Afraid to give

Afraid to speak

So full of hurt

Could not take anymore

Looking for love

And finding lust

Spiraling down hoping to pause

Just enough pieces together

To stop walking in place

Just enough pieces

To forgive and forget