What Would i Miss

What would I miss

Would I wanna stay

And never feel like I am home again

And I understand that

You don't feel the way I always feel

But it's driving me crazy

Go a little bit cuckoo

And ooh

And I hate everything about this

They promised me a dream

Insomniacs never find them

And I hope you got

A better defense than that

Cause you ain't been nothing

But an attention hack

My friends probably hate me too

They say that they don't

But yet who knows the truth

And what am I to do here

Live till you die

Ain't nothing new here

This is a curse

This is the worst feeling

And I'm just hoping that

All of my days are no better than yours

I'm being forced to be human

I always just wanted to be

More than salt of the earth

But I'm still tryna escape all the darkness you bring

Feel like a cloud has been following me

And it's bothering me

We be fightin' for change

But we prayin' the same

We be swervin' each other

But still try to stay in our lane

But I'm still here

Feel like an idiot, silly

I must be kidding me, really

And oh

Cause I know this cycle so well

But I can't help but still fall under it's spell

And I try to walk away

But friends and foes want me to stay

But if you