Heart Surgery

Let me wake your spirit up real quick This aint a breakup song its open heart surgery

Sometimes God gotta break what you built just to fix what you lost

This ones for the ones who loved too hard stayed too long

and had to learn that healing dont mean you stopped loving it means you finally started loving you

Lyfes good its about to get better

I been sleeping next to damage with a pretty face

Smiling through the sutures like Im really safe

You said forever while you future faked my faith

I kept bleeding in the places I was scared to trace

You loved the version of me I could barely be

So I kept shrinking just to keep your peace

Apologies with no change same routine

Gaslit til I doubted what my eyes had seen

Three AM tears on a towel in the sink

Phone face down cause Im scared to think

I begged you to choose me you chose your thrill

So God had to step in, told me be still

Cut me open pull the poison out

Every lie every doubt

If it hurts dont stop dont spare the blade

I cant keep dying from the love I gave

This a frequency shift not a love song fix

No

Open heart on a tray let the truth do clips

If I flatline here let me live in peace

Shock me with grace til the blame release

Suture these veins with a holy thread

Cauterize the names that lived in my head

If it dont feel like safety it aint my gift

I aint bitter Im better frequency shift

Mask on we in no cameras just light

Nurse pass faith I been low on life

Tourniquet tight on attachment ties

Transfusion of truth for the devils lies

Remove the ring I wore like a bandage

Pleaser patterns always managed

Future memories packed in a box

Ill keep the lessons you keep the locks

I was trained as a man to never cry blood

So I drowned quiet in a private flood

But silence dont heal what it cant confess

So Im signing my name on the discharge Yes

Pull the shard from the childhood fear

Dont leave me echo in my ear

Tell my nervous system stand down breathe

What left was a teacher not what I need

This a frequency shift not a playlist hit

Its for souls in the dark that the world forget

If I flatline here let me live in peace

Shock me with grace til the blame release

Suture these veins with a holy thread

Cauterize the names that lived in my head

If it dont feel like safety it aint my gift

I aint bitter Im better frequency shift

I performed for love til I lost my breath

Broke my own heart tryna pass your test

But love aint a stage its a steady home

If I gotta beg to be seen Im already alone

Code blue faith then He called it back

Hands on my chest with a gentle smack

Clear and I heard my rhythm return

Peace in the place where my arteries burned

For the one who keeps answering the phone that hurts

For the woman who swallows thunder to keep his sky calm

For the man who trades his tears for jokes so nobody asks

Lay down the weapon that looks like love

You are not hard to love

They were under qualified for your heart

This a frequency shift from ache to lift

From prove Im enough to I always been

If I flatline fear let me live in peace

Shock me with truth til the chains release

Suture these veins with a holy thread

Write my name on the chart that said

Cleared to love but first myself

New heartbeat new wealth frequency shift

Im free now

Frequency shift

Close me up with boundaries clean

Discharge papers say Im free

This aint revenge this is recovery

Lyfes good its about to get better