Last In Line

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing here

Broke and lost so I crack a beer

Just to numb the noise inside my brain

I know damn well it don't fix the pain

Feels like I'm always last in line

Watching everyone else get theirs in time

Oh Lord tell me where I went wrong

Was it one bad step or the road this long

Maybe it's karma for the shit I've done

Maybe it's the start of who I'll become

If you gotta break me down to build me right

Just don't leave me here alone tonight

If this pain's got a reason don't let it be me

I'm still breathing still on my feet

I'm worn down tired but I still believe

You ain't done with me

I'm hanging by hope by a thread tonight

Lost my way but I haven't died

If this hell's part of shaping me

Then don't let it bury me

My mind feels cracked my vision blurred

Carrying weight from every word

I smile just enough so they don't see

How close I am to losing me

Strong men fold for a lot less

I learned that pain don't come with rest

I say one more day like a prayer

Even when I'm scared I won't be there

Still I talk to you when no one's home

Just me and this stubborn soul

If faith's a fight I'm bruised and bent

But I'm still here I ain't quit yet

If this pain's got a reason don't let it be me

I'm still breathing still on my feet

I'm worn down tired but I still believe

You ain't done with me

I'm hanging by hope by a thread tonight

Lost my way but I haven't died

If this hell's part of shaping me

Then don't let it bury me

Some nights I don't wanna wake again

Some nights I forget I'm a man

So if you hear me don't take too long

I'm just trying to stay strong

Be quick with your plan I'm running on faith

I'll wait if I must just don't be late

If this pain's got a reason let it be clear