Surface

Would you say you love me if you knew what I know

In the cold and this heart is still broken

Would you say you had enough of the lies and the nights where we cried

Left my heart in the open

Would you say you still love me if you knew what I know

In the cold and this heart is still broken

What do you say all the time when we fight at a job and I can't hide my emotions

My heart is feeling broken

Played it like a game when you tic-tac-toed it

Too faced with the love when you told it

I don't fuck with that, I throw it

But you got my heart wide open

Help me cause it's been a robbery

My love she's stolen

Left me looking hopeless

All because the truth came out short notice

Left me on read but I don't give a fuck where the phone is

I be in the studio, now I need to focus

Caught up in the darkness, need to find the surface

Need to find the surface

Took my heart and you third degree burned it

You turned to a whole different type of person

You turn on my blessings and it curses

Look, the pain keeps me turning and tossing

So often inside my sleep thriving

It's awful but necessary for some growth

It's a process I'm working on

It costs some trust and I've been thinking about you less

I hope that she's gone and forgotten it

But is she forgotten that question

I'm still trying to answer my answer

From carrying myself in a phony manner just to fit in

That's a misfit

Explain love to me

I still wouldn't get it

My head keeps on spinning

I'm never equipped with the right preparation

I thought you were my elevation from devastation

Your love acts more like a medication than I take daily

I fell in love with your Sephora face painting

I needed you in the now when I hated waiting

You were my everything

Now you're a memory

You were a friend to me

Now you're my enemy

Hope you're someone in the future I never see

You're Aphrodite that just turns for a Billie Jean

Would you say you love me if you knew what I know

In the cold and this heart is still broken

Would you say you had enough of the lies and the nights

Where we cried, left my heart in the open

Would you say you still love me if you knew what I know

In the cold and this heart is still broken

What do you say all the time when we fight that I try

But I can't hide my emotions